…about what I want to do with my life. I feel like a sheep, and I can’t decide whether or not I want to follow the herd. It frustrates me how much other people can have such a hold on your life. As much as I would love to do my own thing, I don’t want to end up a failure, life completely fucked. They tell you to go to college, get a degree in something, get married to someone of the opposite sex, and live happily ever after in suburbia. But what happens when that doesn’t work. 😮 I feel trapped by society. I feel like if I don’t conform, I will never be anything. But at the same time, I don’t know if I even want to be something.